How? Why?

How do the first two days of the week turn out to be the most perfect in my life and then Tuesday evening everything crashes down.

Why do the most sweetest people have to worse things happen to them, yes because they’re strong enough and yes because god loves them and wants them back because they don’t need to be here in this ugly world, We love them just as much, and we want them to stay with us too, it’s unfair that we don’t have that ability to take or leave people into our custody.

We were given false hope, why did we believe he was getting better, why did the kimo stop? 

I  just don’t get it.

First Chacha and now Thaya ji.

My second father.

<3 

Thaoo Sa

Rest In Peace Thaya ji 

               -Love always,

                   Your daughter. ( not your niece )

Today was Blessed :)

 I crossed something off my Bucket list that I’ve wanted to cross off for such a long time <3 

Mula.

I swear money falls out of my pocket before I even put it in.

Now, I HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO save for:

*Sari for the wedding

*Guitar

*School

*miscellaneous 

Army.

          I love and respect the army to the full, I share pride in knowing that I have a friend that is a part of it, though every time he leaves I’m worried sick until he returns home and I know that he is okay sitting in his house.

What if your boyfriend/husband was in the army..

         I don’t know, I would just really be very worried and scared all the time until I had contact or until he came home.